Category: Musings

  • My Loc Journey

    My Loc Journey

    It’s officially 1 year into my loc journey. I feel like I should have more words for this but I don’t. Don’t get me wrong, I love my hair in locs. I love the look of them. I love the ease of them. I love that don’t feel the urge to be a product junkie…

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  • Throat Chakra, Is That You?

    Throat Chakra, Is That You?

    I hit a roadblock of realization. I call it a roadblock and not a revelation or lesson because I feel like it’s completely stopped me in my tracks. In trying to wrap my head around and get over a recent breakup, I realized that despite all the hours of therapy, the years of putting what…

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  • I’m Still Here

    I’m Still Here

    Hey. Hi. Hello. It’s been quite some time since I’ve written a blog or Patreon post and I’m fighting the urge to apologize for it because I needed the time away. The past year and change has been weird. And not just because of Covid. Life has changed. Goals have changed. I have changed. In…

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  • There Are No Sides. There Just Is.

    There Are No Sides. There Just Is.

    I want to apologize to my readers for having been so quiet lately. The past year and some change have been a consistent uphill battle, with me rolling back downhill quite a lot. I’ve been trying to put a pin into what exactly it is that has changed for me in regards to writing, as…

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  • Joy

    Joy

    Yesterday I felt joy for the first time in a long time. It was so close to the feelings of hypomania but without the poor impulse control. I felt like me. I think.  I finally hit my breaking point a few weeks ago and decided to cut ties with an emotionally abusive, narcissist (my own…

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